Buckso
somy
taahu
kecap
asin
Enak smua
Thats barrack obama say.

You really did

I shall think of that as I die.

ANTI AMMO
ANTI NAIL
ANTI TERRORIST
ANTI BOMB OR BLASTER

i would be labeled as homosex. by anthony. as usual.

I didn't say that so you'd think life has been worthwhile. I said it so you'd think you
could make a difference in other people's lives, too.

not true, but keep thinking that I guess, it's giving me more chances to say nice things

Are you really Germans?

Ok, im ready

but whatever. im busy.

By1.

Bye!

Bye Zam, yeah I'm German.

Why do you go looking for love on the Internet anyway? I mean I know it's hard not to like
someone if they've got a great personality, but have you ever liked a guy at, say, your
school or something?

I've liked a few guys, never anything serious, never been on a date or anything. I'm just
too scared. I think too much but actually doing it is too intimidating..

And the whole over-the-net thing is just frustrating though when you find someone you
really love but will never see them...

I predict that I'll reach a point where I give up on love(heck, Mata's speech took away
another pillar holding up that belief), then who knows what will keep me going.

Making everything so damn difficult...

to give up and die, doesn't it?

Makes me want to keep trying.

Well, good for you.

Don't you see why I want to be controlled now? Life without decisions would be so much
easier. Dissatisfying yes, but when you're dissatisfied anyway who cares! Controlled in
every way, riding through life as a puppet. Hoping of simple things like playing games and
having sex or something.

Gezz Oh!

If only I could help with that!

... that... doesnt sound like a life... going through life and making all the decisions is
tough, yes... but hopefully at some point people can find someone they love who can help
them make the decisions...

Anthony you would let me play games and there would be sex but are you even spirited
enough to control everything about me?

maybe manage it

... i would probably feel bad about taking full control of a person, but if I love that
person, and it is what that person really truly wants, then so be it.

Guys buy a house and I'll come.

Exactly that, Max.

can you afford a house

I know I can't

depends on what kinda house Nicole wants

Take care of the house and you guys and be happily ever after!

Can't do this anymore. This whole love stuff stresses me out.

... m-maid dress... hmm...

It's insanity.

There's a girl I like at my school. I've told you about her a few times. She's asked me
out on about four occasions. I said no because I was with you, blah, blah, blah. I don't
like even pretending to love you or whatever the hell it is I'm doing, it's just sort of
making it harder on me to do what I want. I'm not a in-the-moment kind of guy. I'm
analytical and I try to figure things out, but emotions screw all that math up. You + me
back then was amazing, I loved it. But then I goof'd somewhere along the line you didn't
like that so now the love is no more. I also *** at ending speeches, sorry.

So what about Devin(was it)? You going to turn around and be a sensitive reality kind of
guy for her?

i always end up in relationships destined to fail. There is always a great divider, some
obstacle that cannot be overcome and therefor the relationship is pointless. But i never
want said relationships to end, for they are my main sources of happiness. Without them i
become cold and bitter and then end up acting all silly and shy when i end up in a new
relationship, which will only end up falling apart, continuing the cycle of my life.

I'm too shy to do anything out in the open. SFEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I hate it so much.

do it. be sensative. and other stuff like that.

but Max you are irl friend and have her in two classes and also I am tired

Like recently it's just

I dunno we don't talk much and that bothers me. Then again we're learning about quadratics
in class and you need to focus on that stuff to get it right.

My life is in a straight line, with only one destination in mind.


Anthony.. well, actually my time for giving advice or opinions on that subject to you is
past.

"Half-Life: Source
Team Fortress Classic






Devin ;)"

what

no we are still friends aren't we

ahhhhhhhhhh

You should go to bed.

why

Okay stay up forever.